So I have under three months until Baby Stone is here. I cant believe it. Yesterday I went to a friends house and just vegged on her couch. I think she thought something was wrong with me. I know so much needs to be done but I cant bring myself to do any of it. Its like my mind thinks if I avoid working on anything or do not think of what is to come, nothing will happen. But I know much change IS about to happen. I cant decide if its better to try to embrace the changes and grin and bare... or if I should avoid them until I am moved into my house and I have a baby in my arms.
I think Jordan and I are really realizing our lives will never be the same. Which I know is good, but at the same time, I REALLY like our lives now. Even typing this now... I do not know if I should cry or start laughing because of how ill equipped we are for this next stage. I feel like most pregnant people LOVE being pregnant **which I dont mind it** and cannot wait for their babies to come. I can definitely wait. 86 days to be exact..
Oh gosh.. Lord what did we get ourselves into?! HELP!
2 comments:
hahaha. love it. You will be able to handle it...both of ya! And you have lots of babysitters around to help when you want to escape. :) Especially me.
We were just talking tonight about how you're going to be such a good mom! I loved the diaper you made out of a wipe for the baby and the picture you colored of our family! The change is hard, but worth it.
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