growing up...

 this is the first week I have been able to focus on life since graduation, so my mind has been running with all the things that are in mine and Jordan's future.  We contacted a real estate agent and have found a house we would be potentially very interested in buying.  I am not going to lie this is a very exciting time but I also find myself scared and nervous about this responsibility.  

Welcome to Elizabeth's brain for a moment:::  We find the house of our dreams.. oh wow it happens to be in our price range!... we write a huge check as a down payment... go to move everything into the new place.. and the house CRUMBLES to the ground and cockroaches and termites appear everywhere.

I know I am so creative and morbid.. but owning a house seems like such a big responsibility and a lot for me to be in charge of.  I do not know if I can handle it... I love being creative and am excited to decorate a new place, but I hate hammering, carrying heavy things, painting and anything else that requires manual labor. Thank the Lord of heavens we have Him and He is in control because I would be a hot mess without Him (and Jordan).  

I will keep everyone updated on this process.  I know it will probably be a lengthy one so bear with me.  :)  I also need to put a new "bump" pic on here... I have been behind.  I found out I wont have an ultrasound at the next doctors appointment so that means I wont be finding out the gender until August... bummer. 

Hope everyone has a great fourth of July.  God bless America! haha.