5 weeks to go...

Honestly I am so overwhelmed.  I thought the last quarter of my senior (well 5th) year in college would be cake.  It is killing me.  I just finished a paper that kicked my butt not because it was hard but because it was so freaking tedious!!! I have a lot of similar projects coming up for the rest of the year and am not looking forward to it.  And some of them have to be with a feminist perspective, which I dont really understand?? On top of that I just dont feel like I have been myself lately.  I am having one of those seasons where I dont even like being around myself because I keep annoying myself.  I am trying to persevere with joy despite my circumstances.  I have to keep reminding myself it isnt my strength but the Lord's glory strength that I need to live out of.