things I am scared of..

I think one of my deepest fears is that I will let my life pass me by without truly understanding how much God loves me.  That I would continue to live my life searching for other things to fill me up instead of finding myself at the feet of my Father.  I am afraid Henry will grow up and not know Jesus.  That he would say when he is older that his parents just "went through the motions" or did not accurately portray Christ to him.  

I am afraid I wont have faith when hard times come in my life.  

I am afraid that Jordan and I will have a mediocre marriage down the road. 

I am scared that people dont like me or think I am weird.

I am afraid of bananas... and birds.